Bubbles Bursting

Listening to podcasts at work has been great. Whether or not the speaker is really enlightened doesn’t matter too much because I turn the volume down, so while working on the computer, I may hear “everything is perfect exactly as it is” or “sentient beings” or an Asian name like “Genzo” that stimulates thinking. Less logical lectures are better so I don’t have to follow them.

Highlight was meeting in Baltimore with three other friends on the path. We sat, talked and confronted each other for three hours. The restaurant kicked us out at closing time and we stood outside for a while, some of it in silence.

Had a celibacy accident. As the weather warms up the value of mental celibacy gets forgotten.

It keeps striking me looking at the mind is like looking at an eyeball in the mirror.

It’s not really what’s alive. This isn’t as disturbing as it would be if I hadn’t been looking for it… but should be. I saw a corner of truth that would have shaken up my beliefs in the past and made it’s truth value a must-know. But I think since I knew I was looking for this it has had some muted effect.