Did most of my meditations and I seem to be getting back to working off finding an answer after two weeks of slowness. I felt at the time I had to do that and now I think I was right. I’m more conscious of why I meditate but this always happens briefly after a break so I’m hesitant to say it’ll stick though I wish so much it would. I can just see I want to work towards facing the hound of heaven, I want to work towards a clean mental house and when I sit to meditate I feel that more often.

On Saturday I woke up to loud music from my neighbor and so couldn’t fall back asleep the way I normally would to delay the day a bit farther (sleep is productive). While lying in bed the idea hit me I wanted to focus the day on a line of questioning that’d come up in yesterday’s meditation. This is something of a dream for me – to feel inspired to have a priority for a day. I didn’t act on it much but did remember it often. I hope it’ll happen again and I’ll act on it more.